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These two days learn course of primary emergency treatment in Beijing Red Cross.
Course of two days, explained a lot of knowledge that concern with emergency treatment.
Morning is the academic tax of 3 many hours.
Afternoon is the practice training of 2 many hours, the exam is later.
Exam cent is 3 parts: Written examination, CPR, hemostatic wrap up fixed carry.
Card of the member that obtained first aid: First Aid Certificate.
Very tired but very happy. The part that likes most is academic tax.
Acquired the knowledge of a lot of concerned human body, human body structure and the symptom of a lot of diseases.
Be in even hemostatic wrap up that link of traumatic relieve a sick or injured person, the teacher broadcasted a lot of particularly bloody occasion. The hand that includes a child entered the case after meat chopper, and make friends goes up from his body after the person run down that a lorry cycles in the past, then the individual became a person piece. . Still have the person of burn of course, it is horrible really.
Back row is heard to recreant schoolgirl gives out a shriek when broadcasting a movie. I am thinking, the cut that is about to face these miserable intense everyday when the doctor and the patient that are full of despair. Then I feel same miserable sacrificing oneself for a just cause and despair: Because my this all one‘s life perhaps does not have organic meeting,become a surgeon.
Surgical complex.
Not quite outstanding reality. Learn the reality of article.
In harbor big, the teacher says, thinking a college of medical, turn impossibly.
Be in the United States, the college of medical does not have undergraduate course.
I feel my dream so was drowned by these cruel reality.
Although to now my friend is in my teacher hard,the ground says to me, actually you still do not suit to learn cure, we are quite glad you went BSS, this major is pretty good also. And in harbor big, if you think transfer economy is not difficult also.
I also cheat myself to say, alas you see you so went not easily harbor is big, quite good also, better than so much person it is more so. Still think what medical. Medicine is much worse much tiredder, surgery is more painstaking, what does a girl do so be impassable with oneself. Be being returned bloodily everyday is unripe ah dead ah it what have is good to what have.
Next I appear very glad that the ground accepts reality as far as possible, inside BSS conscientiously ground is staying. Conscientiously ground chooses a course, conscientiously ground sees those historical geography that I had lost interest social politics.
In every time I feel despair feels to he is scolded when propping up no less than going to, what do you have but sad, you have so much, you are quite good also, quite happy, what crosses no less than going to. Said again, you did not learn, you did not want to get along, your family still wants to get along. You spent so much of painstaking effort of family so much money so much advises in earnest, how can you go.
You think who you are, do after you think you died, those have the person that cannot the dream realize however to can the opportunity comes true like you? You think you have many marvelous you think yourself has much ox to force. You think you are much more great-hearted, is because you see family surgeon jackaroo one year,you want to learn cure with respect to the income of 400 thousand? Is because you are,you want to learn cure learn the little girl of article everydayly but should you let everybody know you know you to discover you still can learn cure actually?
Final station training in Beijing Red Cross center at the door 14 office, I see a window outside.
14, what I think is, this jumps down affirmation is to won‘t do alive.
Next the issue that I am considering to just perhaps be less than 3 seconds. Hum, 14, 50 meters do not arrive, the gravitational acceleration of 9.8, 3 seconds are bit more.
I did not think I was how to lose living sense, do not know what oneself still have to be able to be done the thing that oneself like. Actor, surgeon, playwrite. I did not think I am how sad I this not be reluctant to leave world, did not think I experience the many so much Bei pain that suffers hard, did not think a lot of words that I also speak out without the opportunity forever.
Very strange, I remember those who come is, I am wearing the beautiful dress that buys newly today, I am being worn today invisible glasses, I today is to learn emergency treatment. My mother agrees me to take me to look in the evening match me the high-heeled shoes of that beautiful small formal attire. I am a bit hungry still, I want to go duck king eats roast duck.
Next I think, if I jumped down to die at a draught, much more terrible.
What I began suddenly to know matter is great.
Cannot get on spirit when satisfying, material can make a person anaesthetic.
I want subsist, just like those beautiful things because of me so, those delicious things, those interesting toy. Still I feel I cannot I am sorry the person that I like, love my person, family member, my teacher.
The nothing is more... than that so I think the person is the saddest all the time does not have dreamy ignorant all one‘s life.
The nothing is more... than that I feel the saddest later has a dream but should look at a dream helplessly to die and doing other business helplessly.
I discover the saddest is a person wants subsist however now, with material paralytic oneself, say contentedly finally, living still good.
My medical complex. Jumped from 14.
This miserable little life, ought not to be born at all.
Struggling to cross this path of large half an year, be pregnant with so long, it is congenital deformation after all, insufficient the day after tomorrow. Be strangled to be in the cradle.
Learning to grow to say with me, when basically continueing to learn cure without the opportunity.
Say with me in the teacher, did not think, turn the college of medical is far from likely when.
When in me him discovery is exiled to social science this I do not have the department that has heard of so.
When fill in a form and submit it to the leadership is volunteer all clinical and professional incorrect liberal art are born when opening.
When after I see intern case bud, wanting to become a surgeon.
In my selection when.
In me tall when be being lost.
It is wrong at the beginning. 1000 faults 10 thousand faults, the fault arrives finally, I do not know how to open the tie that tangles to death to die.
How be always such, fall in love with the person that ought not to love, fall in love with the career that ought not to love.
I now is a not sturdy Christian, because I do not understand god,let me bear these are what intention. Use tell all people later, do not fall in love with the person that ought not to love so like me, fall in love with the career that ought not to love.
Let me go when Jesus Christ does atone for help the person at the back of me?
Everything what I am willing what to have with me goes changing an opportunity that learns cure. What family what family member what love what body, whats go, want you to look to go up only be willing my this opportunity.
But apparently sacred whats don‘t have settle on.
But if you do not look, why do you let me see intern case bud, why do you let me be opposite as a child biology so have fun at, why do you let me want to become a doctor, why do you let me regret so do not know how to should try hard at the outset, why do you let me encounter that each to move the that abandoned a college of medical.
Actually still you see me live quite moistly namely, want to make me rough, ache.
You say you are love, you say you love. God Is Love. I am foolish the ground believed you how long ah, I am stupefied be stupefied the ground prayed how long ah.
But the reality that faces a favourable turn of such Lian Yiding dot to be done not have, I do not know how I still can believe advocate, how I still can persuade myself to believe advocate love. You tell me how I should believe you, believe your love.
Accordingly I say I accept reality, I accept all misfortune and Bei suffering. Force urgently, namely a head a life.
Belief should be a finish when.
The dreamy finish that resembles me same.
Goodbye.
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